it's not been amazing living back in boring england again. but i'm getting through this day by day and slowly but surely sorting things out. i just hope i'm not stuck here for so much longer before it sucks the life out of me in another impending cycle of doom. music is good, been listening to so many new albums and singles recently, it's just kept me going. rich and i had a texting session the other night, it was nice to hear from him again. andy's called me twice, i'm working on my conversation with him. but it's nice to know i'm not alone in this. just family getting me down, plus the things i have to do to move forwards. but i'm sure things can work out.

Amazing even though it's the deadliest continent on the planet. I enjoyed my stay thoroughly and I only long to find some place as amazing someday, or to even go back there in the future. It was a breath of fresh air, I saw many different creatures and plants/trees. There was literally everything in one country - seas, forests, mountains, national parks, walks and beaches. I wish i could stay there forever, become a lifeguard and swimming instructor and live enjoying my life there. Ahh..